The mental specter of a hovering luminous God—that’s an idol. Continue reading

He said, “am I not the lightbringer?” And I said, “but you brought the darkness” and he said “does it matter? Continue reading

the fact that I did this to myself would bar me, unless god chose to save me Continue reading

Perception of the ego without desire to change is the method for the upper hand Continue reading

How can one reconcile the need for correction with the need for the need to never exist? My devotion stands before two flaming swords; neither is a sword without the other, each existence necessitates the other neither can be without… Continue reading

I shove myself off my path then lament the horrible thing that I am for doing so the reflection is an endless condemnation the reflection event the reflection event the reflection event Continue reading

the desperate cry can never be answered except by god. Continue reading

the darkness has crept up on me. Continue reading

settle into the crevices of truth Continue reading

The obligation to lie Continue reading