A Little Something Extra

I want to want, but I don’t want

I pretend that my want to want is real wanting, an attempt to simplify the situation, but the true simplification comes from acknowledging the want to want amounts to not really wanting

The fear that the object we thought we wanted will be lost, because if our minds were wrong once, they might be wrong again,

and if we’re wrong again, the object will already be lost and we will want what we had but cannot be again

The twist is seen; the twist is reflected again and again and again and again