A Little Something Extra

Is it right 

               to say 

                         the special light to differentiate from worldly light? Is not the special light still in perception, and the worldly light only perception?

I (identifier).                   God

    making two,                Is

     is                              With me.

      impossible.                I cannot be

in heaven. Without creator.

Without creator,

I don’t exist.

It’s impossible not to be with god

It’s impossible to be without god